20 Weeks Today! I'm half way there!!!! This is baby number six and the LAST baby coming out of me. I always wondered when I would feel confident that I could say that. After number 5, I wasn't able to 'close the hatch'. It just didn't feel right. Now... I am ready! I am ready to move to a different season. I will enjoy this baby like it's my last... cause it is! I have so many plans for myself. Me! Yes, I want to indulge in me. I find myself dreaming of all the kids grown, mature, no more diapers, adult conversations, no threats of spankings and buckling of car seats and it seems so foreign to me. I can't wait. Much to look forward to.